Pushed you to the back of my mind.
I have since 2002.
But here I am again. Wondering. About you.
Would you laugh a silly laugh? Would your pretty eyes make me melt?
Questions come easy… Remembering how I felt.
Carried you. Briefly.
Suppressed the memory. It was easier than accepting loss.
Wiser now. Realize I cannot toss. You. Away.
Only God knows best. You were never meant to be. Physically.
Your memory though… will always grow.
Never gave you a name. But you would’ve been my second child to love.
So I think that is what I’ll call you.
Love.According to health experts with American Psychological Association, “the impact and emotional stress associated with miscarriage is often underestimated.” Though I did not – seeking the help of a professional counselor is very common and beneficial. As I write, I hope this serves to help someone who just may be dealing with the loss of an unborn child. http://www.apa.org/monitor/2012/06/miscarriage.aspx